IT's time to leave this life behind me. I'm so sick of it. I have had so many thingspland for my life and i haven't done any of them. I was always too scared to do anything new. I hated change, but now it's different. I'm done, game over!! I'm so sick and tired of being lied to. I'm sick of people talking about me. They don't think I know but they are wrong. I know so much more than what they think i know. I just act like i don't. All I haveto do is put a fake smile on my face and nobody knows the difference. I can fool everybody but maybe one person. I'm just good at acting. I'm a good person and i try to do nice things for people. I try to make myfriends smile when they are down or i just listen to what they have to say. So why is itthat nobody cares about what I have to say. Well I'm actually going to do something that i have been plainning since high school. I finally get my chance to do it. For those who know me you know what i'm talking about. The one thing i have always wanted todo. I'm going to live my life different no more of this waking up and wonderinghow much worse my life is going to get. It's going to get better from now on. To all of my friends i will call you all later to everyone eles i don't give a shit what you think!! I'm done